Revision? No! Cas/Dean SPN Fic Recs? Yes please!

I may have mentioned something recently about removing myself from lj for a week or so for exams and revision.... heh... not happening
What I need is an incentive to revise! If I know I have a good story waiting to be read I'll work faster and do more so I can take a break and read some, as it is I have no incentive (not even avoiding failure, because it seems far far away yet),

Anywho, my flist have been showing off pretty pictures of Jered and Jenson today (i have none to offer I'm afraid) and I've just uploaded some pretty Dean and Castiel icons and it got me thinking, I've yet to find that one fic which makes me jump up and down and say YES this is my fandom now.  I don't know if its because I've not jumped head first into the SPN fandom (I've heard its a scary place), but I've still yet to read that fic. 

What would that fic be you ask?  Well I'm a Castiel/Dean shipper mostly, I'm thinking something from Dean's pov, a lot of what I've read is from Cas', or from Dean's but its all about Cas, a Dean pov with his thoughts and reasons, not just his ponderings of why Cas wants him, or wallowing in his hell!angst  Oh and I'd love to see a Sam pov one, where he gradually puts little things together and figures it out, or catches them at it, either :) Anyone got any good recs??

*uses spn icon*